Trying to see the seer
A friend recently wrote to me a series of emails asking about the practice of self-investigation ( ātma-vicāra ), so this article is compiled and adapted from our correspondence. No words can adequately describe the practice of being self-attentive What I actually am must be something that I always experience Thoughts occur only to ourself as an ego, not ourself as we really are Can we see ourself, the seer? ‘Attending to myself’ means trying to be attentively self-aware Our curiosity to see what we really are is what is called grace Trying to see what sees 1. No words can adequately describe the practice of being self-attentive In his first mail my friend asked whether there are any terms that are equivalent to ‘attending to ourself alone’. He suggested a list of possible equivalents, such as ‘attending to I’, ‘attending to myself’, ‘watching my sense of being’, ‘being aware of my aliveness’, ‘watching awareness’, ‘being aware of awareness’, ‘being aware of what is aware’, ‘paying att...